ok maybe no one ever reads these **** ... but at least i tried posting, aye?

anyway ... umm ...
ok i just wanna ask WHY CANT I EVER LIKE ANYONE WHO I ACTUALLY KNOW AND HAVE MET?
ok maybe i do ... in Anderson ... but i dont even know his name so ... yeah ...
darn

let's see...
maybe :

1.Melvin
2.Halim
3.Mr Calvin Liang
4.Bo
5.Shazwan
6.Bryan Benjamin Goh
7.HF

umm...

1. he might be sexy , tall and handsome (he looks fine, not over the top ... just fine)
but the dude wont even talk to me and whenever i look at him he would RAISE ONE EYEBROW how can i like a guy who raises his eyebrow at me ...?

2. No can do ... Sharifah (dunno if i spelled it right) i kinda look up to them both ... yeah that's it nothin more

3. too old ... fine i admit he does have quite some pimples ... i mean everybody has them right?

4. too young i guess ... i kinda treat guys younger than me like kids ... so yeah ... won't work

5. don't even know if i spelled the name right ... okay honestly i dont even know this guy!

6. pleeeeaaasssseee ... total turn off when i heard that ... no offence Benji haha

7. this is the guy i dunno the name of ... sorry man ... he's the total opposite of Chad but he'd do ... yeah he comes close ... sortta ... but i still dunno his name ... so yeah wont work


I guess one's gotta be contented with what she has ... i mean there's nothing wrong with Billy and Chad ... except that i only see them 2D on TV ...!