Blogging in the Library ... school hours

i'm sorry for saying No to you coz i really dont want to but certain events compel me to do so. I know it sounds very formal, but its just that ... im trying to suppress everything so i dont just say things im not very sure of. Its so weird hearing you like this ... and hearing myself like this too. And i shouldnt be writing this now coz Abraham's using the computer to my right and Eugene, to my left ...and i m really not sure if that even matters coz im posting this on the Internet anyways ...