DISGUSTING ... URGH ... i just saw disgusting pictures of a sec one andersonian ... but i shall not elaborate on that ... urgh moving on ( they actually think its cute ... ITS NOT! )

hmm... my blog turned dead again ... anyway

love,love,love ... day after Valentine's day, everyone's still experiencing the after effects ...

including me ... hmm

There was one line in the movie white chicks, which Euge was talking about a few days ago ( its amazing that he even knew there WAS that movie ... haha ). It went something like

" When you're in love, you're always thinking about him, what he's doing etc ... or whether he's thinking about you ..." or something like that i dunno ...

Okay maybe it was a lot different ... but the meaning's something like that ... I think... whatever =.=

The point is that im always thinking just that ... hmm

"Do you ever think of me ...?"

Perhaps ... but not as much as I do about you ... or maybe you just have more self-control ... yeah, i prefer to think of it that way ...

Its all those little things-little thoughts, little actions-that make up the big picture.

When I was young, i always thought that it was okay if i just go with a guy who's crazy about me ... and i would be happy all my life that way. But then i met you ... and its all different now.

"Would you rather go with the one you love and care for if you're not sure of what the other party feels for you, or the one who cares for you, when you're in love with someone else?"

Ive been asking that question to a lot of people lately. And the only definite answer I had came from the least expected person.

Harris told me he would rather go with the one he loves.

And then i asked,

"Why?"

And he told me he didnt know.

"But its hard to care for someone who doesnt feel the same way about you ..."

"Exactly."

Yes, i got an exactly from Harris. And he looked serious. And i know that wasnt because he was trying to listen during Math. And i knew that because he didnt know how to answer the questions afterwards =_=.

Hmm. All the people i asked answered the similarly.

Hmm ...

This indirect letters were out years, centuries ago ... but i just cant help it ... I have to write it down somewhere ... Xabi's overloaded ...

And thanks for the perfect gift from the perfect man ... :)