Everything one posts on the blog sounds very unconvincing and fake. Like something someone posts on impulse ... or something bitches think are cuuutttee or wanna act dumb posting something about luurrb. Its disgusting. Im not really sure how to put it but the thing is because of this, no one ever takes words seriously. One who reads is might say,

" This kid thinks she's inlove, but she's just imagining it... she doesnt reall know ..."

Something like that. I dunno. Maybe people are being honest and stuff, but when you write it down, people wont take you seriously. Ever.

And i think everything ive posted here sounds fake and unconvincing. And I sound like those flirts who like one guy today and posts on how she'd die if she loses him (or how much she luurbbbs him =.='), and then the following week, shed rant about how crazy she is about this other guy ...

The point is that i dont wanna sound against myself. But i cant help it. Im used to everything sounding like a joke and i dont usually take things seriously and people dont take me seriously so ... i dunno. Everything i post in my blog is true, i do know that.