One problem i have with having friends is that im always afraid that if I get too close, it would be harder when we have to part. It happened before; and it might happen again. That's why I try not to be too close to anybody, that's why I always seem distant, and that's why I'm writing this now.

It's weird, but the thing is I just feel like i never want to lose you.Ever. Just thinking about it is bad enough ... argh it sounds so emo.