Sylvia called.

And we talked. While we were talking to each other, i had a headache, a stomache ache, shivers, and cold sweat, coz she was asking me a question. One single question. Yes or No?

It took me half an hour to answer that question. It was in my head, at the tip of my tongue, but i just couldnt say it out. It's not that simple. It's not something you can just say. And i finally said it coz i wanted to continue drawing Legolas and if i stood there a few minutes longer i was going to puke.

It's amazing how your body acts against certain things. Like what just happened. I could not decide whether to answer or not and so the hard thinking made my body temporarily unstable. Yeah. I think that was it. It's kinda like stress. Yeah.

That single word could change everything.