Heels Over Head

I'm hanging upside down.
How does it feel ...to be in love?
I've forgotten.

You see sometimes when you're in a moving vehicle, you close your eyes. It hurts when it's bright outside. But when it's dark, and you close your eyes it doesn't hurt.

It just stays the same.
What if it tell you I miss you?
It hurts more when you have something and then you lose it.
Rarr...?
It's been increasingly challenging.
To look into your eyes but not be able to do anything other than look away.
To not eat.
What if I tell you...?
I think i'm addicted to eating.
That I miss you so much.
Well, I don't.
I don't.
Know.